I've been a nudist for quite few years already and somedays it's hard for me to feel free and happy when I go to a nude beach or a group activity. The reason is because I slip away and go by myself, since my wife has no idea that I love this lifestyle. I have only told a few testile friends that I know.
A lot of the people I deal with everyday still think that nudists are people that always have "sex" on the brain. Most places try to control the ration between men and women at nude social gathering.
I've been thinking about finding a nudist friend to enjoy going out to my favorite nude spots, but I think that would be innappropriate and disrespectful for my spouse.
I hope that I'm able to resolve these issues and live my lifestyle as a nudist a lot more than I am now.
